Got a low blow today.
The diet the surgeon think I should be on from now on, means I will never eat anything again.
everything will be via a tube and will come in a bag.
so for someone loving food and something in the mouth it is a very hard blow.
we have to wait for the medical aid to approve the plan.
At this stage It seems like treating the cancer on my own with dewormer is an better option. The dietician wasn’t to happy with the proposal, and asked me I will cope, and I could only say that I will have to try and adapt and to make this work, but nothing per mouth sucks big time.
it has such a huge mental aspect that this might be the last blow for me.